another post to rant.. hmm.. maybe dunno.. dun really know what i wanna type.. jus feel a sense of displeased of something.. wad isit? it is best to left unsaid.. trust is not there anymore and keeping no secrets is not being able to accomplish.. things are still the way it is before.. thoughts jus keep flowing when you have nothing to do i guess.. reflections of past behaviors, days, activities and feelings... no matter how a person is able to joke and laugh on the appearance, you would never found out that actually, that person is bleeding inside their heart.. appearance can always be fake to make assurance to surrounding people that the person is living well and happy.. sickening day with a sickening knee.. seems to get more pain than the last few days.. he came online today.. sorta nag me to see a doc.. keep saying not to drag later will become like him... told mum that i think i want to see doc so will be going tml.. no one is online at this moment as usual.. feel super bored and irritated... feel like going out for rollerblading but cant.. keep feeling want to munch something... getting fatter le have to stop... school starting.. nov coming.. tons to complete.. haix...