this morning woke up feeling like crap.. the flu bug hasnt got any better but in fact it has worsen.. but then still pull myself up from the bed at 630am.. showered and left to school.. tell u the journey was so like crap too.. the feeling of puking and wanting to fall asleep.. till 10am.. couldnt take it anymore and called my dad telling him i need to see a doc.. so yupp.. he came to school and pick me up.. have lunch and drop me at mom's place to see doc.. slightly fever and i got tons of medicine to finish.. dad drop me back home again and now here i am blogging... seriously i hope by today i will be well as tml is the sentosa trip ehs.. i'm so looking forward to it.. please let me be well..! =(

wooo! woke up early to meet lesbian headed to vivo to get some stuff.. had lunch at secret recipe.. then after getting the stuff.. we went to marina square to walk somemore... however i wasnt feeling too well.. the flu bug has come to attack.. oh man... more in depth chat with lesbian making us or should i say let us understand each other more.. she's off to watch her phantom of the opera while i headed home to rest.. let me tell you... lesbian partner is so girly and pretty today! hehehehex... let me show u...

tml school starts again.. lessons from 830am to 1pm.. if nth is on and i'm feeling better.. maybe will go back school for gym.. shall see...




i guess you'll never thought that what you are doing is actually hurting me so much... sense of hatred.. please leave me alone~

Friday..
went to school for a 2 hours tutorial.. after that went to eat mos burger with my classmates.. spotted a nice earring at the precious moments and bought it for wanxin.. hehehex.. another thing i saw was my Nightmare before Christmas keychain! my previous kakashi keychain just gave way the other day and i was real sad.. but now.. hehehex.. =PP after lunch we headed to the arcade.. played for a while before all of us went home...

morning classes today.. blur sotong me forgot to bring my phone out with me and only to realise when i am standing at the school bus stop.. hehehex.. was suppose to go the new gym today but the orientation timing just doesnt go well with our schedules.. and thank you my dear cwystal for helping me contact lesbian partner.. =))

finished school and decided to meet lesbian, yao and bok at IMM for lunch.. walk around there till we decided to head for my place for mahjong session.. hehehhex.. had lotsa lotsa fun playing mahjong with them.. practically laughing like mad for the whole time can.. so funny.. everything ended at 11pm and it is home sweet home for everyone.. =)) thanks guys~

hmm.. later going yishi house to swim.. time to get some tanning going on.. =))
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i wanted to tell you how i feel seriously.. but yet again i think that i am too sensitive.. why is it always like this? i hope to know.. if it is not possible.. please dun force it anymore.. you know how much it hurts to hear from you and you like this.. where do i stand exactly.. maybe i'm just jealous.. maybe i have yet to get over it.. but jus wanna say.. it hurts.. it really do.. and i dunno how to tell you how i'm feeling.. coz it will spoil.. spoil everything..

woke up early for 830am lesson today.. let's jus say this sem lessons are really boring.. hahaha.. ok.. finished school at 1pm and decided to go to west mall with sara, yishi, wenhui, ron, siew chin and karryn for lunch.. went pizzahut and had my curry baked rice and garlic bread.. yummy yummy.. =) then after that went home to get change and drop my things and off i went back school again to meet up with lesbian, leen, huat, vonn, gary, bok and quack for chill outs at vivo city.. lots of laughter with them around.. laughing like mad.. had dinner and we went ben & jerry's.. for me this is the first time eating it.. camwhore after that .. wheee...

tml morning going to school to pei lesbian for lunch and then rot with her till training starts.. the last training din ended well.. lets hope this week would be better.. but things are still uncertain.. let's jus pray hard ba~

that's it.. photos will be up real soon until vonn send me! =P

seriously whats up with you i would really would want to know.. doing all these stupid stuffs that breaks the heart of the person bringing you up.. what has she done wrong to you that you have to repay her by shouting back at her? play truant? smoking? stealing her hard earn money? stealing from others? never come home making her panick and crying like mad just to hope that you are safe and sound out there? tell me? is this the way you repay to a person who went through all hardships after the man of the household passed away leaving so much debts for her to settle? have you ever put yourself in her shoes? for she enjoyed being a rich tai tai all the way without any worries until she lost her love and the main family not lending her any support and seem to disown everything.. and now you.. who i dare to say not her blood child.. she is the one who rescued you from that background that you had.. showered you with whatever you want since young.. and you tell me.. this is the way you repay her?! is it?! how wonderful! she go through the efforts to look through and forgive whatever mistakes you made and keeping all these secrets inside her.. and only to seek the last resort from the police when she couldn't contact you for over 24 hours and only to worry whether you are in any harm.. I'M PISSED.. REALLY PISSED! MY AUNT DOESN'T DESERVE ALL THESE..!

yes.. maybe you might think i have no right in saying all these to you.. coz i was the same.. at that age.. but let me tell you.. at least i turn over.. i realised the importance of my family.. who my true friends are.. i made friends whom are true to me.. can you for sure say that your so call friends will stand by you if one day anything happen? for me? i can shout loudly that i would have my friends stand by me to support me! do you really want something to happen which makes you regret and wake up from all these that you have been doing? you really dunno how fortuanate you are.. my mom wants me to talk to you.. but to me? i see no point for now.. cause i can't say for sure the next time i ever see you i wouldn't slap you across the face.. trust me.. i'll do that..

I AM SO FREAKING PISSED OFF BY YOU.. AND YOU BETTER WAKE UP.. COZ IF YOU EVER CROSS THE LINE.. I TELL YOU.. I WILL SPEAK UP.. FOR MY AUNT.. MY MOM WOULDN'T EVEN BE ABLE TO STOP ME.. JUST YOU WAIT.. i am so mad right now!

Went to school today early in the morning at 11am for lecture till 1pm after that headed home very clumsily with all those stuffs i have in hands to bring to harry's in the night... meet up with everyone at 730pm at harry's for yanyi's bday surprise.. not bad atmosphere.. hehex.. after that we went to sit by the sea and had fun chatting and taking photos.. left around 11.20pm as we gotta catch the last train home.. =)

happy birthday to yanyi my dear.. hope you enjoyed the whole celebration and the pressie we have for you! =)) loves~

pictures will be up shortly... =)

school started this week.. not much into the studying mood as i only have classes on mon, wed and fri which class ended 1pm for everyday.. so kana slack i guess? first 3 days of school have been busy with the cca fiesta.. responses was not bad.. a great number of freshies signed up.. but training will be tough as the usual problem of lack of trainers will be the thing that is pulling everyone down.. let's hope the training today works out as we are kinda expecting alot of people turning up today as a new start... =)

was out with lesbian partner on thurs to get her pants amended at queensway... while waiting to collect her pants, we decided to go vivo city first for our lunch and i got this nike gift thingy... had lots of fun shopping and chatting with lesbian.. then went back to queensway to get her pants before heading home.. din do anything super this time round... lolx.. abit too normal ehs...

friday, supposed to meet lesbian and vonn at 10am to discuss the fiesta thingy.. but jus couldnt get myself out of the bed.. so reached at 11 instead... the main focus to go school today is for Fun Day 2007.. where all the different schools have telematches against one another... but then it rain and the whole program changed... i'm there to help out as sports leader officials guiding them through the games... HMS got 2nd... not bad since i saw the whole group is all girls... lolx.. after that went to have dinner with van & xiu.. then met up with cwy and kristen and russ at brekos....

my dear cwy.. read ur blog ehs.. know how u are feeling.. but not worry.. though i am committed in my committee.. but i'll be there whenever you need me.. i would try all my best to meet up with u too.. and for every meet up that we have.. i treasure it as every meet up we have is unique... =))

saturday.. went to have dinner in the boonlay raja restaurant at JE.. with all my relatives... after that weiqi and his friend came down to look for me for pool games.. so played till 11pm before i cabbed home.

a very very busy vacation i have this time round... lots of things completed.. but i guessed it's time to finish the last year that i have in this dear school.. lots of things that i'll miss... =)

am back from the official workshop... 3 days and 3 nights of fun and laughters... from chatting with lesbian partner till late, packing goodie bags, spotting her new eye candy to all those late night card games of murderer.. lolx.. it was so fun.. thanks van for coming down to support us and helping us paint the boxes.. =)) i have a good time during the workshop and i hope all of you enjoyed it as much as i do... thank you for joining this official workshop! =))

放生

地点是城市某个角落
时间在午夜时刻
无聊的人常在这里出没
交换一种寂寞

我静静坐在你的身后
你似乎只想沉默
我猜我们的爱情已到尽头
无话可说
比争吵更折磨
不如就分手

放我一个人生活
请你双手不要再紧握
一个人我至少干净俐落
沦落就沦落
爱闯祸就闯祸

我也放你一个人生活
你知道就算继续结果还是没结果
又何苦还要继续迁就

爱的时候
说过的承诺
爱过以后
就不要强求
从此分手
不必再回头
各自生活

曾经孤单加上孤单是爱火
燃烧过你和我
如今沉默加上沉默更沉默
再没有什么舍不得

Labels: the past...

this is going to be a long post starting from last wednesday, 28th March...

thursday, 29th March..
met up with lesbian partner in the morning to SDAR to find our advisor and settled the extension hours of our rooms for the coming camp... and other paper works.. but our advisor was not in so we wanted for almost 2 hours then we decided to go town first while waiting for her call... so off we went there.. not bringin any umbrella so we were drenched while running in the heavy rain to cine.. had yoshinoya! thanks lesbian partner for accomodating to my craving.. hehex... then off we went to search for van's bday pressie.. the m&m dispensor.. omg.. we walked the whole town jus to find it.. and only one place in paragon market has it.. both of our legs are breaking by the time.. then went to get xiu's card materials too... went reaching school, i saw van hiding behind the pillars.. quickly, me and lesbian partner has to carry the pressie and ran the fastest we could up to the clubhouse and hide it.. got a fright out of our life.. lolx.. it was a funny scene.. then van left with yanping.. me and les partner stayed to wrap and do the pressies until 8pm before we finished....

Labels: a busy week..