night falls, looking at the boundless sky...
with countable stars, shining bright...

dazing in to the dark night, wondering how far it stretches...
what lies on the other side of it...

wondering wondering, if there is another me...
staring at the similar darkness...

wondering wondering, what sort of power the darkness possessed...
that attracts me to it...

wondering wondering, what is it like to be up there...
looking down where i'm at now...

cool breeze blowing right on the face, removing all troubles...
off and away...

rain falling, bluring the visions...
cleansing the world of all its darkness...

every seconds, is a different moment...
that portrays a human life...

anger, sadness, happiness is just feelings...
that spices up human's life...

every day, is a different day...
it might be significant or not...
but it remains a memory deep down a person's subconcious...

HERE IT COMES AGAIN! I TOT I WAS BEING FILIAL TO ACCOMPANY U FOR TOMB SWEEPING! WAKING UP EARLY AS 6AM! JUST BECAUSE YOUR FUCKING HP WAS RINGING AND I DIN PICK IT UP! U PUT THE DAMN FAULT ON ME! IT WASNT EVEN MY FAULT! HALLOS! I WASNT THE ONLY ONE AROUND! THERE IS STILL BROTHER THERE! AND U FUCKING COME INTO MY ROOM AND YELL AT ME AT THE TOP OF YOUR VOICE! NOT ONLY THAT! YOU SLAM MY DOOR LIKE YOU WAN IT TO BREAK! AND WAD DID U DO IN BROTHER ROOM? U WENT IN AND SAY DIN U HEAR MY PHONE!? THAT ITS! AND YOU CLOSE HIS DOOR SO SOFT AND LET HIM TO CONTINUE TO SLP! HALLOS!!!!! HE ALSO DID PROMISED TO GO WITH U!!!!!!! AT LEAST I'M AWAKE!!! HIS NOT!!!!!! THIS IS THE TREATMENT I GET ALL THIS YEAR!!!! THE DIFFERENCE!!!!!!!!!! I'M ALWAYS THE ONE IN FAULT!!!!!!!! AND THE WARNING YOU YELL BEFORE YOU STEP OUT OF THE HOUSE!!!!!!!! IF YOU DUN WAN TO GIVE BIRTH TO LIKE WAD U TOLD ME THAT I WAS A UNPLANNED BABY!!!!!!!! DUN MAKE ME SUFFER!!!!!!!!!! I RATHER YOU GIVE BIRTH TO ME AND GIF ME TO SMALL AUNT I APPRRICIATED IT!!!!!!!!! YES!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES!!!!!!!!!!! I MEAN IT!!!!!!!!!!! DUN MAKE ME SUFFER!!!!! I'M NOT COLD - BLOODED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU WOULD NEVER UNDERSTAND THE PAIN ALL THIS YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAYBE I'M MAKING IT BIG!!!!!!! BUT TRUST ME YOU WERENT BORN IN THIS FAMILY!!!!!!!!! YES YOU AINT!!!!!!! YOU SERIOUSLY MAKE MY HEART TURN COLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES!!!!!! YOU DO!!!!!!!!!!!!

24th March

first thing on the list today.. the release of the results... hahahhaa.. no worries.. passed all but din do as well as last sem.. some improved.. some deproved.. can say happy and not.. [wad rubbish i'm toking] got b+ and Cs... not bad.. no D+ like last sem... hahahaha.. the first step towards life in year 2...

met xiu at clementi mrt at 6.30pm today... was heading towards holland V for a pre-celebration for XIU! so first we went to essential brews to wait for van, kristen, cwystal, ange... finally they arrived but we tot of eating at swensens.. hahahaha.. abit paiseh.. sit there so long din order things.. so we have some potato wedges & calamari... drinks... then off we went to swensens....

reached swensens... yanping arrived.. started munching.... chatting.. lots of pictures taken... after meal... xiu was like hoping to order her long hoped ice-cream... BUT~ TA DA! out came an ice-cream appearing with kristen.. and sang bdae song loudly in the restaurant... hahahahahha! guess we are super noisy... hehehehx.. then gave xiu the handmade winnie the pooh card by me.. after finishing the cake.. yanping had to left first.. working the next day... so the rest of us decided to go to another place to further chilled... so went 7-eleven to get us some alcoholic drinks... then we move to the playgrd nearby... chatted till 11.30pm.. before heading home....

XIU! hope you like the card made by me... and though we cant spend the actual day with you.. but i hope u enjoy the pre-celebration we have for you... i know u enjoy it.. coz u waited for it so long right!? hahahahah! muacks muacks! love ya! =DD

woke up at 8am this morning... got ready to go school.. and leave home by 9am.. went to get a curry puff this morning.. there is nuthing else to eat.. so ya.. reach school just nice 10am.. met peipei first.. was at school for the volleyball committee meeting.. the meeting was suppose to start at 10.. by drag till 11am.. lots of thing discuss.. up coming camps, cca feista and many more.. meeting ended near 2pm.. so off we went to have lunch at KAP... reached home nap till 7pm... wake up.. stare at my mouse... thinking i got to repair it.. so ya.. open up my cpu cover.. touched here abit, touched there abit... YEAH! IT'S ALIVE ONCE AGAIN.. hahahahha! if any parts of my com is gonna break down again.. time to say goodbye, clear the dust and welcome a new one.. hehehehe...

last night slept ard 5am... then this morning as i mentioned the previous day the servicemen for the aircon came at 8am.. so ya.. slept only 3 hours... then afternoon went to marina square the parris seafood restaurant for lunch buffet.. this is to make up for the feast for me and bro bdae... finished the lunch at 3plus decided to head home to catch a nap before going to meet peeps for the food fest! so ya.. woke up at 5pm.. left home, head towards cityhall... met up with "extinct species"- double eye bag panda first [LOL! =X] then xiu.. lastly van... off we head to suntec convention!! WAO! SO SO SO MANY YUMMY YUMMY NICE FOOD!!! LOL bought a lot of different food! hehehheex.. man... i'm stuffed like a soft toy... so bought a box of port egg tarts for the family before heading home.... I request for more food fest!

so ya.. my mouse is still spoilt.. so those blog that needs to click to view... i cant view ur blog.. ya.. and alot webby i cant go to... yes... dunno how long this problem will last... sigh... seriously hope to get a new com soon....

just finished my cleaning up my room.. it was a big project.. the whole process took 2 hours... so tired and sweaty... and was seriously sneezing like mad u can imagine the amount of dust.. shift some position of the funiture... actualli only wanted to do the cleaning until the last week of school but the air con man is coming tml at 8am.. the air con is leaking water for mine and pouring for my bro's... lucky my room wasnt like his if not the water would be like a bucket of water pouring on to my face.. yes.. i'm not kidding... so ya.. then finally bathe and everything tot of sitting in front of the com reward myself by going back to gaming... BUT WHO KNOWS.. MY MOUSE IS SPOILT.. or should i say the connector.. i cant detect my mouse... could be just now when i dropped it on to the floor.. so went over bro's room to take his.. no harm ehs.. he using a lappy.. so went to connect.. BUT NO! NO USE.. STILL CANT DETECT.. well at least the com is still usable... only that i cant go for gaming... haix.. disappointed... later going marina with family and bro's friends for lunch to make up for both me and bro bdae feast.. then going to the food fest in the night... yup... thats it.. haix! GAME GAME GAME! *sob sob* =(

went to JP today to catch underworld evolution for the 145pm slot... hahahah.. practically every minute in the show is blood.. so it is dam bloody.. those who are afraid of blood are not advise to watch it.. anyway its M18... hahahaha! =p then after that went to buy the vcd of Lion King part 2! wahahhaha.. wanted to buy it long ago... i like the Lion King series all along as it was the first cartoon movie i ever watched and never got tired of it.... never regret buying it..

Love Will Find A Way - Lion King II: Simba's Pride

Kiara: In a perfect world
One we've never known
We would never need to face the world alone

They can have the world
We'll create our own
I may not be brave or strong or smart
But somewhere in my secret heart

I know
Love will find a way
Anywhere I go
I'm home
If you are there beside me

Like dark turning into day
Somehow we'll come through
Now that I've found you
Love will find a way

Kovu: I was so afraid
Now I realize
Love is never wrong
And so it never dies

There's a perfect world
Shining in your eyes

They'd know
Love will find a way
Anywhere we go
We're home
If we are there together

Like dark turning into day
Somehow we'll come through
Now that I've found you
Love will find a way

I know love will find a way


hehehex.. heres abit background of the story..

Kiara is Simba's daughther, the next Queen of the tribe & Kovu is the one chosen to be the heir of Scar(the evil lion).. when they were cubs, Kiara went over exploring in the forbidden place & found Kovu... together, they escaped a life experience of saving each other from a pool of crocs... thats the first time they met but were stopped after that till they reached adult hood..

Kovu was trained by Zeira(Scar's sister) to hate & kill Simba for revenge & banishing them to the outlands.. successfully they plot to make Kiara landed in a fire disaster & Kovu was to act saving Kiara, then join the tribe lying that the banished tribe was abandon by him.. slowly Kiara & Kovu begin to fall in love.. Zeria decided to attack herself resulting in misunderstanding of Kovu luring Simba & he was banished out.. but that didnt stop Kiara who chased after him... together, they went back...

what awaits them was both tribes Zeria's and Simba's fighting.. Kiara stopped the fight & managed to get the two tribes merging in to one.. unwilling to give up, Zeria attacked Simba but was shield by Kiara's counter attack & Zeria falls to her death down the hills... happy ever after with Simba & his wife, Nala along with Kiara & Kovu... hehehehhex! =DD

8th march

ok.. finally a day full of activities after so long of the holidays.. has been rotting and giving off smell the past few days.. going to become dust le..

woke up at 11.30am.. slack and stone on the bed till 12pm before i proceed to get ready.. reached JP MRT station at 1pm.. waiting for mom before proceeding to outram.. pei mom go SGH do her body checkup... the queue is super long and the services is soooo slow.. u know ah.. hospital.. like snail... so by the time i step out of the hospital is 430pm.. wao!

went outram shopping centre to walk walk... look around. then saw baleno was having sales.. bought another jacket.. it is more worth than buying my addidas jacket la.. so mom pay for it and said i got to pay for my own addidas one.. sigh... save money.. x_x

then shop around till 6.15pm, mom bought a berms for bro too.. so mom went home after that while i headed somerset to meet my sec school classmates.. a little class reunion at sakura.. hehehex.. there are about 15 of us.. with our form teacher, ms wang! hehehex.. had a lot of fun.. all the catching up, updating one another our happenings in the new poly life.. bunch of cold jokes... -burrrrsss.. hahahaha.. after eating went to cine for a few games of pool.. before heading home at 1045pm.. hahahaha.. thanks wei sheng for walking me home... nice catching up with u ehs.. aiyos.. get a job la.. need to "yang" your gf and urself... i had fun everyone.. hope you all did too..

aiyo.. van ah van.. look at ur blog ah.. like so ke lianz.. have to wake up super early everyday... jiayou jiayou ba.. its lucky that the people there are nice... work hard...! =D

At The Beginning -Disney

(Anastasia) We were strangers,
starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
what we’d have to go through
Now here we are,
and I’m suddenly standing,
at the beginning with you

(Dimitri) No one told me
I was going to find you,
Unexpectedwhat you did to my heart,
(BOTH) When I lost hopeyou were there to remind me
this is the start

(Chorus) And life is a roadand I wanna to keep going
love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
life is a roadnow and forever
wonderful journey

I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
in the end I wanna be standing
at the beginning with you

(Anastasia) We were strangers
on a crazy adventure
(Dimitri) Never dreaming
how our dreams would come true
(Both) Now here we stand unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

(Chorus)

(Both) I knew there was somebody somewhere
that made love in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
Ive been waiting so long
Nothings gonna tear us apart

(Chorus)

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep going on
Starting out on a journey

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing
at the beginning with you

Geek in the Pink by Jason Mraz

well let the geek in the pink take a stab at it
if you like the way I'm thinkin' baby wink at it
i may be skinny at times but I'm fat full 'a rhymes
pass me the mic and I'm a grab at it a
well isn't it delicious crazy way that i'm kissin'
this baby listen to this don't wanna miss it while it's hittin'
sometimes you gotta fit in to get in
but don't ever quit cuz soon i'm gonna let you in but see

*i don't care what you might think about me
you'll get by without me if you want
well i could be the one to take you home
baby we could rock the night alone
if we never get down it wouldn't be a let down
but sugar don't forget what you already know
that i could be the one to turn you out
we could be the talk across the town
don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
you might regret what you let slip away*

Like the geek in the pink
Well like the geek in the pink, yeah
The geek in the pink

well this relationship fodder don't mean to bother nobody
but cupid's automatic musta fired multiple shots at her
because she fall in love too often that's what the matter
at least I'm talkin about her keep my pattern of flattery and a
she was staring through the doorframe and
eyeing me down like already a bad boyfriend
well she can get her toys outta the drawer then
cause i ain't comin' home, i don't need that attention, see

*repeat*

hey baby look at me go
from zero to hero
you better take it from a geek like me
well i can save you from unoriginal dum-dums
who wouldn't care if you com...plete them or not

so what I've got a short attention span
a coke in my hand
because i'd rather have the afternoon, relax and understand
My hip hop and flip flops well it don't stop with the light rock
my shot to mock you kinda puts me in the tight spot
the hype is nothing more than hoo-hah so
i'm developing a language and i'm calling it my own
so take a peek into the speaker and you'll see what i mean
that on the other side the grass is greener

*repeat*

like the geek in the pink
well i'm the geek in the pink, yo
Geek is the color for fall
i'm the geek in the pink
So i'm the geek ya'll..In the pink ya'll..
Geek is the color for fall
I'm the geek in the pink

ok.. today.. woke up 1pm.. did nuthing.. slack as usual.. realli bored and nothing to do.. so bring out my animation DVDs to watch.. slack till 5pm, dad wanna visit god ma.. so off we went.. then sit around an hour off we went to queensway shopping centre... a good time to shop because mum was there.. so bought a small red nike bottle... finally.. aiming it for very long... bought another FBT singlet... black, the colour that i really wants... after that we went to maxwell market.. ooooooo... i went there to have my favourite "zhou"... hehehex.. super nice can.. as you wonder how i can visit so much places at a short time is because my dad drives home his working vehicle every weekend.. yea.. if not i wouldnt even bother to step out the house! hehehex.. =PP

3rd March 06
finally! the exams & study weeks had finally officially ended... well though my had already ended but most of my friends have papers till friday..
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early morning woke up at 830am.. wish all my friends who have papers that day lucks.. slack in front of tv of a while before preparing to go school.. reached sch at 1030am.. first stop.. canteen 2.. went to have a chat with the canteen boss and finally got the receipt that i had been wanting to get.. jus nice, van called and she had finished her paper! hooray!
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met her at the bus stop and headed to town.. only 2 of us u know.. so romantic.. hahahahah! reached cine decided to have lunch at KFC coz its been so long since we have it.. eating and waiting for cwystal to arrive.. then we proceed to taka to check out the belts and sports wear.. but nah... nuthing.. then went to far east.. finally got my belt and hairband... then decided to check out plaza sing for FBT wear.. reached there.. no more.. duhx.. so went to pasta mania while cwystal had her brkfast cum lunch cum dinner... hahahaha.. then walk for a while, cwystal had to go.. having camp ehs at kota... enjoy hor! leave me here alone to rot.. =( hahahaha.. miss you la.. dun say i nv say... =PP
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shortly after cwystal left, xiu called! her outing with classmates had ended and decided to join us.. then we went U2 as van wanna check out some clothes for her attachment.. bought a nice shirt.. i realli like that shirt ehs.. and van, it sure looks wonderful on you! -winks.. then it seems that there is nuthing left to see so we headed off to suntec... check out for FBT wear again and yea! got my running singlet.. super cheap.. less than 8 bucks... =pp hahahaha.. then as walking none stop.. our legs are breaking.. so we find ourselves a spot to sit down near the fountain.. then it seems that we can never get out from there.. from 7pm we sat there chatting from topics to topics.. looking at weirdos and normal people.. till suddenly the road seems empty and quiet, all the shops have closed for the day! around 10 plus i guess.. then headed to mac for dinner cum supper? LOL.. before heading home..
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firstly, got onto a bus 171.. next we alighted at wrong place.. so we bought 67.. reach our school shell station.. hmm... sat there at 12am.. then we keep wondering.. will there be anymore bus.. nvm.. jus wait ABIT ABIT ABIT more.. hahahahah! then 1230am.. AH! NO BUS.. so we went to fetch a cab.. ok.. here comes the thing.. dear xiu is suddenly SOOOOOOO ma fan and weird.. saying she only wan comfort taxi! HALLOS.. ITS SO DARK AND I GOT NIGHT BLINDNESS WITHOUT MY SPECS OK.. LOL... 4 or 5 taxis jus went passed us just becoz they are not BLUE.. even van saw the wrong colour! hahahahha!
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so finally got a cab.. then again, xiu.. uncle is a malay and she tok chinese to that uncle.. LOL.. make us luff nia.. cant stand it.. too high le ah? so as usual, xiu got down, followed by van.. leaving me.. and EVERYTIME after they are gone.. taxi uncle likes to talk to me! ok.. here is the convers...
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• uncle: u from NP ah?
• me: yup.. all of us..
• uncle: ooo.. jus finish sch?
• me( not really paying attention): ya..
• uncle: HUH? so late then finished sch?
• me: huh? oh oh.. no no.. went shopping..
• uncle: okok.. jus finish exams huh? how come so long? my girl also from NP but she finish on wed..
• me: realli? oh.. actualli i also finish on wed but my friends today.. wad course is ur girl in?
• uncle: oh.. my girl likes children ah.. dunno wad the course name..
• me: early childhood?
• uncle: YA YA! THAT ONE...
• me: hahaha! realli? me also that course.. year 1? which class?
• uncle: ya.. yr1.. dunno which class ehs..

ok.. it is so qiao that we got on to this taxi.. life is jus filled with coincident aint it?.. LOL.. then uncle went on and on telling me his 2nd girl in NYP nursing.. hahahah.. till i finally reached home.. he did charge lesser.. by rounding the fare down.. THANKS UNCLE! by the time reached home is 1am.. online chatted.. hit the sack at 230am...