so fast another year's coming to an end.. hmmm..

xmas night..
went over sasa place for steamboat.. nothing much.. a bit more quiet this year... exchange lots of pressie... a peaceful xmas i can say...

continue slacking till thurs.. went sch for training... but it freaking rain non stop.. so went off early and had dinner with van van... reached home... wao! got a freak out of my life.. saw everyone was standing at the void deck and kept looking up.. my initial tot was.... is someone gonna jump from up there? i din care.. went to open my letter box.. then fire engines arrived.. i went to KPO a bit.. man! twelve floor, a unit was burning with fire... cool... first time in my life since such accident.. but can i say the working speed of the firemen dissappointed me for a moment..

friday - finally the start of outreach program..
who in the hell will wake up super early and try to get to sch before 830 on a holiday morning! well... it went on but not to the expectation of us... was realli "bu gan yuan" and we decided to hold another one to make up for this.. really really sorry to those participants....

today - new year eve..
gonna spend the day at bestie side chalet as i din go for the xmas one.. and guess this year the milkies are spending all on their own.. so everyone.. enjoy yaself ehs..! =)

an eventful day i can say.. woke up in the morning at 830am.. showered, ate "tang yuan" and went off to training at BLSS... started raining twice in the middle of the training but luckily it stopped quite fast each time and we get to continue the game.. then after that went lunch with coach and mates at 1pm... decided to head down to JJC at 2pm for another round of vb training with the A girls.. again, drizzle and stop, drizzle and stop... ended the whole session at 6pm.. went to dinner again with coach and mates.. then off to pool session at 7pm all the way to 11pm.. cabbed home..

thanks for all the xmas pressie i have recieved so far..
chinnyi: nightmare be4 xmas globe puzzle
sara & siew chin: xmas cards with meaningful greetings
yaya: self-made chirstmas card & self-deco glasses
karryn: xmas card & surprise gift
more exhanging pressie with the milkies to come....

Wish Everyone Merry Christmas!!





maybe once again i am making myself not ME anymore.. where is all the laughters, happiness and contented feelings gone too? maybe i'm really lost for now.. or am i too greedy.. i dunno why.. just keep losing the battle against myself.. i wan ME back.. i really do.. is this what we call a tough moment in life? i'm not sure.. i hated myself and a wish to change.. the harder i tried, the worse i fall.. inflicting wounds on myself.. how much more can i take it? i have no idea.. i need time to heal but time waits for no man.. so i gotta push and kept pushing.. life is about overcoming the human limit.. maybe one day.. just one day.. all this might end.. and i look foreward.. the day that everything ends..

a friend i thought i have lost 2 years ago.. due to his sudden disappearance and the lost of contact.. a friend who stand by me regardless what is the problem.. giving me supports, advices and laughters.. a friend who i never met in real life but just happen to add each other in the messenger.. it just 'click' and the chats were like we knew each other for years.. he understands my meaning behind the words, let's just say he seems to know wad i'm tryin to say when others around me or who knows me well dont... he's willing to know the real me, the hidden self... yes, the usual comments, dangerous to communicate with people you never seen before.. but what can i say, nv once a request to meet each other.. only seeking a simple friendship from each other through the net..

well, just a couple day before.. a familiar nick pop up... and here we are, toking about the past once again.. the old chats, jokes and everything comes back again... it seems that the reason for losing contact was him serving his NS.. wao.. what can i say.. i'm happy to have this friend back.. a friend you might not have met before but cherish you as who you are.. thank you my friend! i'm happy we crossed each other's path like this... =D

another week has come and go.. nothing much happened.. training have stopped due to the common test week and wun resume till the 21 Dec as they are resurfacing the court... the mountains of assignments are still there... tons to complete.. tons to prepare.. though next week is the start of 2 weeks breaks.. but nope.. not a time for rest.. instead, it is for completion of all assignments...

oh ya.. have i told all of you my little "boyfriend" that i have? hahaha.. apparently not yet right? so let me tell you all more about him..