met van van on the bus today.. was supposed to meet her in school library for lunch.. but it seems that we can read each other's mind so we kinda got on the same bus... so reached cafe.. ordered our food.. bullshit quite a bit with aunties... hahahhaa.. yup... after a while sasa came to join us too... left cafe at 2pm coz i have tutorial... nuthing much... jus a talk on the caterpillar's cove... apparently it seems that we are going there for observation during our year 3... so this is jus a brief talk by geraldine...

ended everything at 4pm.. met en at the alumni.. it seems that we have some serious miscommunication... shant mention it... so yup... decided to swim... nice swimming pool.. guess i will be there very very often from now on.... left there at 6pm... had dinner at IMM... got my honey stars! and yup... back home... so tired....

woke up early at 730am... showered and off to find chinnyi.. coach came to fetch us to sembawang to help him out with the training.... yup.. played a lot of games today... made new friends too... played all the way till 3pm and decided to go shower... headed to sun plaza.. had lunch and went back home... rested a while before i made my way down to yanping's 21st celebration.. left there nearly 12am.. went rochester to chill.. then supper at bukit timah and home sweet home at 3am..

ended work at 6pm today because was waiting for chinnyi to finish her NAPFA and have dinner together.. so might as well stayed back and help teacher devi type her work... yup... then went national library in search of books to borrow... but who knows... there is nuthing for me but i did manage to find a reference book for my final report... yup.. then went to jurong point first and straight in to popular to buy my last book of HARRY POTTER! yeah!! hehehex.. yup.. then met up with chinnyi outside Gio and spotted weiwen.. said HI and off we went to have our dinner... after that we went to play pool... had craving for honey stars.. so before i got home.. got a packet of honey stars.. yea!! a nice day spent with bestie around... =))


yup.. i'm so sure that things is changing....

ended work at 5.15pm.. got a msg from xiu that they are heading towards bugis... the whole day have a feeling of not wanting to stay at home so yup... straight away agreed to meet them... reached bugis almost near 7pm and finally! i saw VAN VAN! lolx.. walked around bugis street in search for xiu's bag and finally she got it.. i like her bag too.. =)) then had dinner at breko's and updated each other on whatever we have... a long awaited outing after so long.. and ms cwystal missed it out... argh! lolx.. u better u turn up the next time...

some photos to share...

*Yummy Potato Wedges*

*Van's Soup & Toast*

*Xiu's Chicken Speg*

*Garlic Toast*

*Me*

*Xiu*

*The MIA For So Long Gurl, Van*

Things is changing.. i'm sensing it.. it's going for the wrong way... i cant help but think... maybe all is just a mistake to begin with...

woke up at 6am.. prepared to sentosa.. yup.. was supposed to play for Spike 2007 but it seems that the organiser sucks in their way of handling the application... din wanna tok much details about it coz it jus sucks.. anyway it's at tanjong beach.. omg... the beach there jus simply sucks and out of the way.. siloso is still my favourite beach after all..

was actualli going there to accompany lesbian partner look for her eye candy.. and me going there for sun tanning.. who knows.. it rained and rained and it din stopped...! it jus kinda dampen our mood.. so yup.. left sentosa at 3pm.. can u believed how early is that? had pasta mania for dinner/lunch.. headed home.. slept all the way on the 2 bus rides.. reached home.. immediately drop dead on my bed and slept till 8pm...

nth much goes on.. =)

Assessment is officially OVER yesterday.. a tense up day i could say... beginning firstly on the 19th alot of things that display bad omens started to get me even more worried...

first bad omen: 19th july.. after finishing dinner with my parents coz dad's bday.. and getting all the things i need for tml assessment i tot i could get started to do my preparation at home.. but then who could have expected i left my teacher's toolbox in the centre and it was too late to retrieve it.. guess what.. every single pencil or stationery i have is all inside the toolbox.. so yup.. luckily it was still early so i went to pioneer mall and get some back up stationery..

second bad omen: next.. when i was cutting the crepe papers... i cut myself with the scissors...
so yup.. prepared everything, double checking and checking... making sure i have everything with me.. slept at nearly 2am..

20th july... the day itself... woke up at 7am.. to again check and making sure i have everything with me... yup.. tot everything was fine till the 3rd bad omen occurs: i bang my foot against my gate when i was stepping out of the house.... due to all these really makes me worried...

reached centre... put up all my things.. the teachers and the aunties were very nice to me... keep asking if i am feeling too stress up not and said not to worry.. i could do it.. was really happy though i wasnt there for long.. but this show that i have a gd relationship with the staffs there.. so yup.. my class teacher was nice too.. keep helping me check my activities and the constant warning to the children that they should behave well infront of mr philip when he comes.. she too help me brought some animals figurines toys to display in my learning corners... then at 3pm, teacher zalina, my mentor dropped by to help me do a final check on everything...

children woke up at 3pm too.. eating their high tea and i begin to gather them down at 330pm expecting philip to arrive already but not.. so i took my chance to reinforce my rules to the children and keep on repeating the expected behaviours i want to see in them.. philip arrive at 4pm...

shall not go deep in to the details of the lesson.. everything went on smoothly, the children are more attentive than usual and i manage to drill in the rules into them.. however, a incident happened that i tot could ruin my assessment turn out to help me..

Meng Yuen was suppose to follow me to continue with the follow-up activity art.. but he run towards the english corner... when i insisted that he should follow me.. he threw the toy on the floor and storm away.. winston went over to pick it up but i told him that i would like Meng Yuen to do it instead.. so yup.. i made Meng Yuen to come picked it up and put it nicely in to the cupboard.. he did it angrily and went off again to a table and sat there started sulking and crying... i went over to him and manage to calm him down, having him join back the class..

having this incident made me panick that instant as i thought i wouldnt know how i would handle.. but in the end philip said that he like the way i insisted Meng Yuen to pick up the toys and have it return to where it belongs...

overall comments were relatively good.. he said my learning corners were fine but slightly plain.. activities inside were appropriate and the lesson carried out were organized... he said i need to smile more and maybe i was too tense up that day to share my smiles.. overall he see the potential of a teacher in me... so i guess everything was fine? hahahah... but the last sentence he said was the one i truely felt relieved and happy was, "congratulations, u can go ahead and celebrate right now!" wheeeeee!!


hahahahaa.. went home after that... parents were waiting for the news on how i did... and after letting them know everyone was happy for me.. hehehex...

he arrived at 8pm with all the ingredients outside my door.. my whole family was home and he was so shy that he was perspiring like mad.. lolx.. made him come in and he headed straight to the kitchen hiding.. and getting down to work... first time a guy alone ever comes to my house.. and even started cooking in my kitchen... lol.. you wouldnt let me help saying i would mess up more.. so i sat there quietly looking at you preparing and cooking which truely impress me... maybe that's becoz it is the first time i see a guy doing cooking that seriously? hahahha.. anyway i snapped a photo of you cooking without you realising.. hahahha! ok.. so he brought too much ingredient and so my whole family get to taste what he prepared, meatball spagetti and fish&chip... it was nice.. good feedbacks but still need improvements..

after that we were planning to go prawn fishin but decided to go watch harry potter instead.. yup.. book tickets online... lolx.. and yes DEBRA POH! it was him toking to you last night.. i din even know it till awhile later.. and you also very smart.. u cant see the difference in the style of toking?! lolx! booked 1130pm at vivocity...

not a good harry potter movie i guess... not up to my expectation maybe becoz i read the book... fell aslp inside the theater.. lolx... by the time the movie ends was 2am.. we headed to west coast mac have some drinks.. reached home at 330am...

thanks for being there when i was so worried over my supervision.. the constant assurance that you gave me everything will be fine.. and giving me confidence.. then doing all the shopping for ingredients to preparing them.. as a way to help me celebration really touches my heart..

let nature takes it own course.. =))

long time no post... lots of things but nothing should be put down in words... dear bro fu kang is off to tekong today.. under our dear shu shu for sure already.. all the best to him.. dear fu kang.. take good care of yaself...

went sentosa today... lots of fun.. played quite alot of matches.. alittle burn but not as serious as the past few visits...

attachment are still so stressful as ever.. 13th friday's assessment din go well... not a good job done.. disappointed.. philip is coming on the 20th... days are near.. more stress added...

some pictures of my children doing work after i conducted the first lesson...

went to school in the after to have a meeting with phillip deciding on our supervision dates.. mine is going be on the 3rd week of july 20th.. yup.. after that went taka to meet xiu for lunch... after that we went to marina.. got some food for andy, pass to him and back to the cooling shopping centre... xiu bought a pair of pants and a cap for herself.. wheee.. lolx.. then met up with cwy.. went for the NDP second preview.. as usual there is alot of people going to watch it.. the dynamic display was wonderful.. the stage and seating area was better than it use to be in kallang.. however this is not a totally full dress rehearsal thats why some of the performers are not dressed well.. which is a pity.. but overall.. it was ok? coz i somehow felt that they were rushing through the program.. another was.. there is no fireworks for this preview.. quite sad to say.. lolx.. anyway.. after that we went off to raffles city and had thai express... was so tired the whole day not knowing why.. realli felt like slping even when walking.. man... nth much else happened.. shall put up the photos awhile later.. so recheck out this post ya?