in after few hours time it will mark the end of 2007..

sentosa day!
hit ta beach for the first time after sooo long..
siloso was under renovation at the location we usually play..
and the other side was sealed up,
for the upcoming beach party..
but we manage to find a court..
beside cafe del mar..
wheeee..
no one to fight over the court we us..
which was surprising..
=]
11am till 6pm..
whao!
burn-ed.
heh.

MERRY CHRISTMAS to EVERYONE!

training camp is finally over..
it was worthwhile as seeing all the juniors improved in their skills and also gain more knowledge on volleyball rules or even referee..
exchanged presents during the camp..
lots of fun and laughters..
the 'ah lin' and 'su ku'..
thankyou for all the cards and presents..
that marked the last camp in poly life..
gosh.. now i dun wish to graduate..
coz all this would be lost..
=/

beef rendang, devil's curry, ham, cakes, yam crackers and orange juice..
kristen, janice, cwystal and russ..
missing of xiu.. =[
we misses you!
this year was different..
uncle joined us for the meal today..
as usual..
lame cold jokes.. bout the stick people..
hahahaha..
it was fun having him at the table..
thank you for the invitation!
=]

home sweet home after that..
i think i still lack of sleep from the camp..
am feeling soooo tired the whole day..
i wonder why..
or isit i'm just feeling lazy..
hahahha..

will be off to camp later ons..
would not be back till christmas eve itself..
cant wait for christmas..
coz i get to have a feast!
heh.
so that's about it people..
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!

and to you.. i'm so gonna miss you loads.. =]

oh.. one more thing.. i have yet to pack my camp bag... tsk tsk.. =/

ohhh.... went dinner at the tanjong pagar Train Station for the Baseball Mee Soto and satay with Bf, hafiz, stella, dennis and khai.. it was so filling that i felt so bloated after eating.. but it was nice.. hahaha.. went vivo after that and took some pictures.. =] then it was the long ride home~~ ahhh boring.. =P

Happy 2nd Month DEAR! =]
bugis..
korean food!
spicy~
Alvin and the Chipmunks..
great movie!
heh..
of cause due to you being there as well!
went back school for our training..
dinner together at KAP again..
home sweet home...

to my dear boyfriend,
hahahaa.. the "mua chi" trick works afterall.. din know you actually believed what i said.. blur blur.. =P hope you like what i have for you.. thankyou for everything and all the things! =]
lovesyou! - big FAT hug! the true feelings are too much to be put in to words.. but i know you can feel how i felt.. =]

career talk and grooming workshop..
as usual..
cant be bothered..
so after marking attendance..
just walked out the lecture hall to eat brkfast at can 2 with sara and wenhui..
2 hours break..
slack-ed..
thanks sara for the garlic bread from pizza hut for lunch..
heh.
=]

afternoon, grooming workshop..
din attend the whole thing..
left with sara, ronia and wenhui..
went PS with sara and ronia..
got the things we all needed..
parted ways..
home sweet home..
fish porridge..
=]

a nice weekend getaway..
sleeping under the beautiful black starry night..
by the sea..
with not too many people..
but a bunch of great company..
then miss rain helped..
by stopped crying in the night..

cancerous hotdogs, sticky crabmeat & crispy nuggerts..
old fashioned communication system..
a change of atmosphere..
throwing all troubles away..
is what i need most at this period..
i had fun.. and i know you did too...
thankyou for planning this weekend getaway..
muacks!
loves!
we all should do this more often..
a nice relaxation idea..
=]

i'm giving up..
not because i din tried..
i tired..
it can never be a one sided thing..
i feel so awkward..
i guess you would never imagine the emotions..
i'm going through right now..
...
people just assume don't they..
that's life i guess..

so much things have been happening around me lately..
havent been crying for quite sometime..
but lately it seems..
the tears would just flow on its own..
i wonder is it becoz of the monsoon period..
as the sky couldnt stop crying..
or is it me..
so much emotions..
yet so little understand..
let all be unspoken..
let all the tears flow..
for after that..
i'll be able to put on a smile once again..
=]

ahhhhhh........ lost my ez link card today...
have been quite careless lately..
dunno what's the cause of it......
sadded...
if i kept losing things this way..
let me tell you..
i will be broke...
real broke......................
=[

OVER! FOR THE TIME BEING...
officially prononuced the end of IEP part 1!
good job my group mates..
sara, yi shi, june and yanyi..
we all have done a good job making today successful!
all the late nights...
it was all worthwhile..
rest well for the time being..
enjoy the two weeks holiday alright?
=]

thankyou yi shi for making the honey drink ytd for me..
and not forgetting the constant reminder to make me and sara take the vit C pills..
thankyou so much..
and STOP listening to the enchanted disc!
hahahahhaa..

thankyou all my classmates for your support..
i love you all..
especially ronia, wenhui, siew chin, yaya and maxine who came down the workshop..
siew chin and karryn! thanks for the xmas cards and candies..
=]

thankyou everyone for the support you all lend me these few days..
dun worry.. i'll hang on..
at least things seems to be getting stable now..
but lets hope it dun go any worse..
then i will stay happy..

-thankyou for that day.. just being on the other side of the phone.. listening to me.. and sry to make you sooooo worried.. but dont worry.. i'll be fine.. for now.. =] thankyou also for coming down on wed just to keep me company.. heh.. for now please take good care of urself and drink lots of water.. why do we always seemed to fall sick together? =]

everything happened so fast..
it was only 20mins before when i took my first step in..
unbelievable..
it happens so fast that it hit me hard..
so hard..
called for help..
it din come as fast as i have called for it..
but eventually help came..
talks were done..
decision was made..
what i am afraid of..
eventually seemed to be the only way out..
confused and lost is the only thing in mind..

the tears just wouldn't stop flowing............

left school at 5pm for town..

wanted to catch the earlier timing screening of "Enchanted"..
checked out 3 places..
all sold out..

spotted pokemon show in PS..
so CUTE!
HAHAHAHAH!
after that decided to catch the 940pm show as we are already there..

154 abandoned me today..
did not show up..
saded..
=[

*my favourite pic for the day! =]*

-thankyou for the offer today.. but i just couldnt agree to it somehow.. knowing that it would definitely put you in a difficult position.. but no worries ya? there will always be a next time in future.. thankyou for everything today! =] let's now concentrate on your upcoming common tests ehs? jiayou jiayou ok!? =] iLu! =P

my 300th post! wahahhaha~

breakfast this morning with sara and yi shi..
lunch-ed at Sim after that..
meeting with anges..
sidetrack-ed the whole meeting..
at least she felt that we are on the track..
and everything seem to be working well..
this weekend will be the planning for the upcoming workshop on 13th dec..
then everything would be over for now..
till everything begins again in Jan..

went childcare..
implementation 2..
after that on the way home..
decided to ring bestie up for dinner..
headed to JP..
we have crystal jade noodles..
shop-ped around..
then it is time for home sweet home..

blocked nose suddenly attacked me..
feeling so terrible right now..
dun like the feeling of breathing through mouth..
hope it will be cleared by tml..

last lesson implementation too tml..
wish to join in the fun..
can i?
heh.
=]

morning AYC ended 45 mins earlier..
lunch-ed at canteen 3..
'yong tau fu'..
went library..
completed OBHRM presentation for wednesday..
completed ASLEC presentation for friday..

went AMPYC..
got test..
din bother to read the notes given last week..
so what did all of us do?
CRAP our way out..
occasionally looking at each other's paper for more info..
hahahhaa..

went EOP..
role-play interview process..
again class ended 45mins earlier..
coz lecturer said we all look 'shag'..
of coz..
with all those assignments and IEP..
who wouldnt look shag?

after class..
went lib to look for you!
hafiz and stella was there too!
went JE for dinner..
'yong tau fu' once more!
lol.
shopped around a little..
before heading home..
=]

-i can't wait for the movie session with you on thursday! =]

reached respective stations at 2am..
decided to have supper at 'lau pa sa'..
the strong wind was blowing like mad..
even with my jacket on i was shivering..
race started at 5am..
everything ended at 3pm..
took cab home..
cause couldnt take it anymore..

slept till 7pm..
ate dinner..
done work..
slept at 11pm..

-i miss you lots for today... =]

polympics finals..
got second place.. =]
good job people!
collected trophies for both volleyball and floorball.. heh. =]

met up with boy and headed home together~
watched 'zai yi chi shuo ai ni' by andy lau..
touching...
drop tears at the end of the show..
then i gotta nap..
he gotta read his presentation..
fried chicken wings and cooked campbell chicken soup..
yummy~

dad, mom and bro got to see boy for the first time..
hahahhaa..
nothing much..
=P

left house at 10.15pm.. went JE..
sent boy off to his 66..
while i went to mac to do some reading..
12am.. met up with en, yao and the Vb juniors..
left for standard chartered helpers duty..

I'm MAD.. Burning Mad.. or should i say.. PISSED OFF!

a friendship once so dear..
drifts appeared when lies are told, truths are hidden..
all because of a guy who don't worth it..
felt betrayed..
but forgive and forget..
took initiative..
but wasn't appreciated..

a bbq, the start of everything..
your true face starts to show..
putting the blame on everybody else except you..
a gurlfwen who truely misses you..
wasn't taken serious and you even doubt about it..
now i wonder..
who is the one who forsaken one first?
who is the one who fell for one's eye candy and hid the truth?
who is the one who begin the friendship through lies?
who was the one who always panick when heard about your childish suicide acts?
calls to make sure you are alive and kicking?
none of this matters?
that's because you only care about yourself..
you can only see you in your eyes..

if you think that she did not stand by you, worry for you?
i would have to ask..
where were you when she needed a listening ear?
where were you when she needed someone to lend her a shoulder to cry on?
where were you when she accidentally got hurt in camps?
if you want to compare that she did not know of your attachment..
let me ask you again..
do you know of her camps date?
do you know of when is her attachment period?
do you know when is she conducting her final year project?
do you care to send her a 'take care' or becareful' message when she is going away for camps?

if every friendship is about measuring..
i think you are ignorant..
it's the true feelings that counts..
that's why you don't deserve the milkies..
not because she took us all..
being popular doesnt mean you own true friends..
get it in alrights?
that's why i said you are as ignorant as ever..

get a life and i really mean it..
stop making others' life miserable..
grow up..
stop thinking the world only exist because of you..
find out the true meaning of 'friendship'..
and maybe someday, you will deserve one..
.
..
...
to my dear fondensed milk, to the world, you may be just one person, but to one person, you may mean the world. remember this sentence? all i could say is you do matters to US.. =]