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Monday, March 26, 2007

this isnt the original post i have typed.. deleted the original one away.. let's just say it have been a rough week.. crying for a full one hour that day infront of the com.. thanks for listening my nonsenses that night.. u know who u are.. and trying to cheer me up.. with jokes.. and wanting to form ur team down to NP and play.. lolx.. things seems to be like going round and round.. let's jus said that all effort have gone down the drain.. guess this is a bad karma of NPVB huh? hahahaha... some people are born as leaders.. while others are followers.. but what happen when the followers are forced to lead.. and the leaders are followin? a mess aint it? lolx... am going crazy i guess.. think only my les partner feels what i feel that night... ahhhhh.. dunno wad i'm typing anymore.. that's it....




2:00 PM
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Thursday, March 22, 2007

i sat down in front of my computer.
tons of thoughts going through my mind.
word by word i wished to pen it down.
but consequences is often cruel to the reality.
for every actions there's a price to pay.
vulnerable.
to the world out there.
not being taken in.
not being treated fairly.
i wonder how long more i can survive in that harsh conditions.
do i have what it takes to be there.
maybe.
someday i will vanish.
consumed by vultures of the harsh reality.
i feel so tired.
really.
....
a person who truely understand me.
will go underneath to discover the truth.
one that caused so much feelings.
goes away?
break away?
let the tears washed everything away.
for now.




11:39 PM
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Monday, March 19, 2007

lol.. woke up late today.. after lunch, the minute i on my com... dear lesbian partner is online... and den we chatted, random suggestion to talk about stomp the yard and the next minute? we are meeting at west mall for movies... lolx.. we are always doing thing so randomly...

not a bad movie... stomp the yard.. a relatively common storyline but then their dance was cool! really nice... but our movie is spoilt by ppl.. why is it that people have to talk so much while watching a movie? and then saying their prediction of the show outloud? this is sooooooo inconsiderate of them! and i gotta tell you they are a bunch of JURONG JUNIOR COLLEGE KIDS! next time pls just shuddap & watch the show quietly.. if you think you know the show.. then DUN BOTHER WATCHING IT! yup... thanks!

after the show, we 2 are jus sooooo randomly walked to the MRT station looking at the map.. decided to pick a fav. number of ours.. add together and count where we are going for dinner... lolx.. aint we jus lurve doing stupid things? decided on IMM.. wanna eat KFC.. but it wasnt there anymore.. so no choice.. LJS have to replace...

i have speech problem today.. in my mind i wanted to say the word 'book' but then my mouth keep saying 'build' and i got a great laugh from my dear lesbian partner.. man... best! =P




10:40 PM
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Saturday, March 17, 2007

wooohooo! man.. jus woke up.. first time after so long i woke up at 1pm in the afternoon...

shall update wad i nice chill out i had ytd... meet the gals at city hall MRT station at 6pm.. know where we are heading to? FOOD FEST! wahhahaha...! yummy yummy yummy.... so many things to eat man!


take a look at what we had:


*wao... not in the picture is sharkfin soup & yum paste with gingo nuts*

then after munching all these good stuffs we went to marina for a little walk.. then as sasa invited us to villa bali to chill, where yanyi works.. yanping drove us over... nice place... that's why it is super crowded & we waited for quite a while before we got our sit... so while waitin for sasa to arrive, we ordered our drinks first.. van, ping, kristen opened a bottle of red wine, xiu had irish latte while me? snowball! =)

we chatted, gossips and lotsa craps as usual.. lots of laughter & photos taken... hahahha.. miss all these moments... then sasa arrived and helped to finish the red wine as ping driving.. so ping ordered a mocktail & this is the first time i saw a shisha [sua ku].. lolx.. then kristen & xiu gotta leave early as they still have work tml.. so the 4 of us jus stayed on to chat.. come 12am ping gotta leave also.. so left the 3 of us.. then ordered another rd of drinks.. i had volka lime while van had jack daniels... cabbed home & reached at 2am...

lots of fun.. lots of memories.. especially to van, xiu, ping & kristen who are graduating or already workin right now.. the hangouts moments will get lesser but every hangout shall be fill with fun & laughters.. =)






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Monday, March 12, 2007

as you can see, i have changed my blogskin.. the picture jus attract me the moment i saw it.. however, the whole layout is kinda dark and dull.. so if you have a hard time reading it.. sorry i cant do anything about it! =PP

hmm.. nuthing much.. stayed home today to rest.. feeling kinda slpy the whole afternoon.. dunno why.. no much appetite too.. din finished the food dad bought.. tml's training day.. time to run my 2.4km once again.. am taking Napfa this yr.. gotta train... hmm.. result releasing in 2 days time.. good luck to everyone.. hope i will move on to the next coming year smoothly.. =/ no raining pls tml.. =)

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4:51 PM
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Sunday, March 11, 2007

march11.. sunday! =)
woke up at 10am and got prepared to go out to meet dear les partner to go the IT fair at 12pm as she is looking for a webcam & hard disk.. so yupp! that slpyhead tot it was still early cont. to slp and in the end was late & only arrived at 12.45pm.. sunday being the usual family day, we were like sardines.. and yupp... met les partner's daddy.. who she keep telling him that i said he's cute (i did not)... -.-!! she got her webcam.. i din get anything.. but saw a couple of familiar faces working there.. time for lunch and we went marina KFC... telling each other stories.. lolx..

left for plaza sing after lunch and decided to catch a movie.. everytime i went out with her is so random.. we would just roam ard & suddenly got things to do.. lolz.. catch the movie "music & lyrics" i would recommand it.. the music inside is super nice and it is a crappy and funny show.. after that we jus walked ard & went cathay's NUM to get my slippers! thanks les partner, qi & leen for the pressie.. =)) went back in PS and found this cute place to chill... shall not share it with you ppl!... took bus to les partner's hse & switched 99 home...
i have a wonderful time out with u.. lots of laughter and it is IMPOSSIBLE! lolx.. thanks for the "uncomfortable feeling" in ur tummy when i am saying something so "logical".. that was a nice joke.. lolx!


*the chillout area of the cafe we found*


*yummy*

*new slippers =)

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11:09 PM
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Saturday, March 03, 2007

hmm.. sry for the slow update.. here will be a long post...

shall begin on my bday! 22nd
went out to jurong west in the afternn to meet the milkies for lunch supposely at the 'zhi chao'.. but then got a surprise at the jurong spring mac and a children party is on for me! lolx.. really was surprise to say.. lots of laughter and fun.. and lame dance of 'sha la la la la' hahahhaha! then got the cake all over my face as a routine.. then had to go home and wash up as i had too many things to carry.. so yanping drove me home to wash up before we headed to town to meet the rest.. watched norbit.. funny and crappy show and we chilled at the cafe to gossip and chat till nearly 12am before we moved to rocher road for 'tau huay' & 'you tiao'! cabbed home..

i would like to thank milkies & yanyi & russ, kristen & janice, ming yao & bok for attending my bday celebration, the belt and spending the day with me..
not forgettin those who wished me by the sms! thanks alot man! i enjoyed my bday!

the next day... 23rd
went JJC training with weiqi where a heavy downpour came running down on us... man.. but lucky we still get to play a little... then got in to coach's car where we went to pick bestie up.. off we go to ang mo kio for dinner.. siao right! coz coach gotta coach the police force so we 3 took our time to eat and then headed for pool while waiting for him to finish the training... thanks bestie, wanxin and weiqi for the pressie..

monday.. 26th
went back np for vb meeting.. then clean up the club house.. doing stock check.. nth much happened.. had lunch and after tat went home to rest...

thursday.. 1st march!
went out with dear lesbian partner for movie at town.. watched ghost rider.. cool movie... after that we had lunch.. we walked round and headed back to school for trainin.. lol.. lots of fun and jokes after that.. couldnt stop laughing through the whole training... anyways have so much laughter when out with lesbian partner.. pengsx.... then a sudden decide to play mahjong so lesbian partner, bok & kang came over at midnight and we had mahjong till the next morning... kang & bok went out to buy toto and brought brkfast back for us...

was talking to lesbian partner that day.. most of my friends have graduated already.. especially the milkies, kristen, kang.. kinda feel lonely without them.. realli.. but lesbian partner offered me her shoulder.. hahahhaa.. thanks ah! lolx.. hope my final year would be as much fun as i had the past 2 years... and ya.. i got a dream jus now that the result had released and i failed one module.. man.. freak me up.. lolx..

tml going fish&co with family as a bday lunch or dinner for me.. was suppose to be today.. and bro is bringing her gf here who becoz of her we have to change to sunday... hallos! it is MY BDAE MEAL not urs! and the whole family had to change plan due to u! man.. how i wish she does not exist.. simply dun like those no manners girl.. hope she wun affect my dinner tml or i shall show no mercy let me tell you!-growls




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A person who constantly seek the truth behind the walls of darkness..

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