wheeeeeee.... a new skin as u can obviously see... edited it myself as it doesnt look like this originally... so happy.. nightmare be4 xmas skin u know... =PP

nothing much happened for the day... dun understand why.. have been losing my slp very often lately.. guess i am quite worried or stress out by attachment starting on monday... so yupp.. looked like a zombie today and in class while the others are doing discussion i really fall aslp the moment i sit on the floor beside the wall... lucky lesson ended about 12pm today... so yup.. rushed home... and slp.. all the way till evening... and right now.. i am feeling slpy again...

van's leaving tml... all the best to you! have a safe and wonderful journey ahead! =)

let's see.. monday.. gym with lesbian and cwy from 230pm... cwy left first and the both of us continued till 530pm.. shower at the gym bathroom.. wao! i tell u.. it is really WONDERFUL.. and i really mean it.. can u believe it? there is hair dryer and hot shower! lolx... after went home..

today... morning went for a computer lecture from 9-11am.. the purpose of the lecture is to help us in our research assignment... after that went to cafe to had my egg&tuna sandwiches... and discussion of our assignments.. and let me tell u i made a fool of myself man... i kept thinking that assignments is due on 1st june.. but then the deadline had already been extended to 15june and i din even know.. so i was like so freaking stress-out and my groupmates were wondering what am i so stress up for.. lolx.. till they realised that i actually din know, they couldnt stop laughing at me.. paiseh sia!! =PP

project discussion ended at 230pm.. couldnt take it.. was tooooooooo tired.. so yup.. headed to clubhouse and slp... fall aslp the moment i lay on the mat.. but was woke up by a friend... tried falling back to slp.. couldnt.. and i had blocked nose the whole day and sneezing like mad.. can u believe it? the weather was like freaking hot la.. enen came back from her project discussion and we watched the convenant at her lappy.. lolx.. lots of jokes made... bth....

training as usual.. and i realised something from what eileen had said... nothing but words like 'fugged' and 'dam' keep appearing... seriously lo... i dun think anyone in our shoes can take it of what we heard today... freaking dam it...

that's all for today... =)

A day at home to be suffocate by assignments.. practically nothing but these words: single parenting, single fathering, research reports, annotated bibliographies and journal articles are in my mind.. did so much reading but almost 60% of my readings are not that useful as i thought would help... man... seriously going crazy... was even going crazier when this super huge bee came into my room out of no where and practically refusing to go out... i spent more that half an hour getting rid of it becoz i need to be real careful that it would sting me.. assignments are still not complete.. and the deadline is 1st june... attachment is also starting on june 4th.. so much thing yet so little time... looking forward to semester 2 now...

friday night.. out with the peeps to fish & co for dinner... my long awaited wish.. lolx.. dinner was fun and nice.. we have a great time stuffing ourselves with the food till the brim... hehehex.. nice songs filled the restaurant... =)

wednesday.. another gym day... guess we are really too crazy and keep going to the gym.. lolx...

thursdays.. a break from the gym... but went training in the night... nothing much... went home straight...

friday... today skipped school.. jus dun feel like going at all... dunno why... yup...

feeling kinda moody.. =)

gym-ed again today... from 3-5pm... two days straight.. but today a little bit more hardcore i guess... after gym till 5pm.. rested an hours before training starts again too... tired tired ehs... tml might be heading towards gym again.. who knows...

ended class today at 1pm.. slacked and get some camp thingy done while waiting for enen to finished her class at 3pm.. then went to the gym at 3pm.. work out till 5pm.. legs are aching coz my workout today basically focus on my lower part of the body... yup..

after that stayed at snack bar till 6pm to see if anyone wanna hand up their forms and money.. but sadly nope... went ikea with vonn, gary, quack and of coz enen.. tml might be heading gym again... who knows.. see if my body allows it...
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jus something to ponder about....

Impartial, mentioned in the dictionary often means not partial or biased; fair; just. But often in life how many of us actually did it? Yes, one may dare say outloud that i'm not biased towards any person or matter. But how often these words that comes out of one's mouth is true? You might say that in this world, nothing is fair. Well, i truely agrees with it. But what's each person's perspective of the word, "impartial". We should have a survey to determine it. I am sure you people out there would have often hear or experience of this sentence, "you do not mix work and personal life together when handling a situation." However, once you step out in to the society you would realise that if both your boss and the secretary are a married couple, when a situation occurs and needed someone to answer to it. Clearly in the situation, the secretary is at fault. But instead another co-worker got fired. How contradiction huh? Ain't a boss suppose to be impartial when it comes to work matters?

Hmmm... just something for people out there reading my blog to think about the word "impartial".. what's your definition towards it? if you do say you are? think again.. is there actually times when you are telling people you are impartial but then the actions you portray are actually contradicting to your words?

think people... not just by saying it means a great deal... is the actions that people are actually looking at.. =))

if above post ever offended anyone, i'm sorry... cause it is just a vocabulary that keeps ringing in my head these few days and i kinda wanna get rid of it.. anything similar, is just a conicidence.. thankyou.. =)

失戀學 - 林宇中



初戀那個夏天 我們學會熱戀
要快樂有條件 幸福有要訣

後來牽手很累 我們學會告別
低估了想念 越想越危險 越想見


我們忘了學怎麼失戀 深夜該怎麼不掉眼淚
還不了解 愛的情節 一旦下了片不再上演

我們忘了學怎麼失戀 移情別戀治不好失眠
偏讓那不經意的遇見 卻視而不見
我們都掩著 哭紅了的雙眼

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well.. din update my blog for so long after the ripcurl competition coz i jus dun feel like.. first thing i forgot to take my ripcurl singlet just make me so reluctant to put down anything that happen that day.. well.. i shouldnt mention it anymore...

then after that things in school jus makes everything worse... all crashing down.. so i dun even feel like updating somemore..

but something good did happened.. i had my long await sushi buffet with a super sweet company.. got a new lanyard from ripcurl.. and camp is going to happen afterall.. =)

ok.. ytd.. friday.. finished school at 1pm and went home to nap.. woke up late and rush down to meet van, xiu and kang for dinner at BK... then 8pm we make our way to one rochester to meet kristen, cwystal and russ.. cool place.. great company... lots of fun and laughters.. ange and her fren joined us too later in the chillout.. van, kristen, ping opened a bottle of red wine.. when they finished.. kristen's friend put a brand new one down again.. we were like.. "huh?" lolx.. her friend said promotion of the day.. buy one get one free.. how nice of them... and then another drink came from the friend.. practically we had nothing much on the table before that.. then we had too much till we cant finish... hahahha... left the place at 1am plus.. this is the first time all of us drank so much... after that we cabbed down to upper bukit timah road for some teochew porridage... not bad.. then off we cabbed home and i reached at 3am.. really a great chillout, great company, great time gossiping, great drinks and the late night fattening supper... hahahhas!

monday.. finished school at 1pm.. slacked and nap at clubhouse till lesbian partner finished her class at 3pm.. had a huge sandwich at the library cafe.. then went to sdar and settle some stuffs for the bonding camp.. clubhouse room inspection at 5pm by lesbian's best friend, mr edmund oh... lolx.. super funny lahsz...

then me, lesbian, vonn, gary, mingyao, huat, madey,bok met up and off we went to catch spiderman 3.. yeah! i have waited like oh so long for it to finally screen la... yup.. bought popcorn and went in... great movie for me though alot people seem to give negative comments about it... and and and.... I LOST THE MOVIE TICKET.... SOB.. I COLLECT THEM THOUGH.. AND IT'S GONE! SOMEMORE IS SPIDERMAN 3!!! -DOUBLE HIT! K.O.

ok.. lame...... but really am sad about it..

tuesday.. went down for gym orientation at 1pm.. officially announced that the gym instructor is super LAME... trying to spice up his orientation talk but failed to do so... after that went to find vonn at blk 31.. got her lappy and watched 200 pounds beauty.. nice show though.. nice music.. but i din cry.. where so many others did.. dunno y... and the story line is kinda predicted all the way... typical storyline ba... after went training... let's just say everything has been wrong right from the start.. and it is never smooth-sailing... and now i guess when it gets worse.. our hearts are just numb and cold from all of these... and maybe the club might really close down next semester.. and a freshie commented stuffs that how can all of us be so selfish to just close down.. they think it's so easy.. how ignorant can people really get man i couldnt understand.... and right at that moment i really felt like giving him a piece of my mind.. if you all fools out there think that it is really that easy? fine.. you could be the next coming committee... ran only 4 rounds.. my leg hurts like mad....

wednesday.. went school as usual.. nothing much to do anyway.. dad fetched me from school so reached home like in 15 mins? where normally i took 1 hour plus to get home... hehehex.. watched my anime.. went for a nap.. and then have dinner with my parents which is like so long since i spent sometime with them... requested to drink some barley and mom bought the stuff home to cook... and we just realised that my big uncle had contacted liver cancer and it's too late to do anything for him le... man... and right now.. mom had spilled the whole pot of cooking barley.. and she's thinking that all these are a bad omen... oh man... really... the slow cooker is so stable and heavy with the barley inside... and it can get overturn... seriously i wouldnt wan to think more....

friday went out with xiu and ping to go party world for some singing session.. kristen and janice was suppose to be there but janice's friend was admitted to hospital and they gotta go see her.. so yup.. end up only the 3 of us... the mood wasnt really very very high due to the limited ppl.. but we have our fun too.. after that took bus home with xiu...

saturday stayed home all day.. feeling tired and finally get to slp peacefully without and pains when turning my body as the sunburn is healing already... have been going out too often lately and kinda missed the feeling of staying home.. so yupp.. practically stayed home the whole day in front of my computer watching the animes that i have downloaded...

today will jus be a day to stay home and slack... watching spiderman 3 tml with vb peeps.. cant wait for tml to arrive! have been wanting to watch it since long long ago.. hehehex..

replies to taggie...

dee: lolx! that's nt a nude pic! =P i wan that nightmare before christmas stapler!! =((

MEL: lolx.. yup.. show you all my sexy shoulders.. =P dun wan la.. u put vomit next time no one will come visit ur blog.. i like it with all those candies better.. hehehex...

Xiu: lolx.. yeah!

Kristen: lolx.. it's ok.. the next date will be the day my voice gets back... hope janice's friend is doing better already.. =)

EN: lol.. yes yes yes! =)

*see the difference in the colour?!*

went to school late today.. lesson started at 830am but i only reached at 9am.. hehehex.. everyone around me was so careful today.. as my sunburn got worse and the aching is really unbearable.. i had to show them my sunburn and they went like "WAH!" lolx.. so they tried to avoid getting near me and me getting near them... after class went over to library and waited for lesbian partner.. she do her research.. i do my work.. had lunch and was suppose to go gym at 7pm.. but both of us was like aching like mad we decided to postpone it to next tues... so home to rest...

sorry milkies that i wasnt able to join the chillout today.. i'll make sure i turn up for the next one alrights? hope you all enjoyed yourself.. =))

replies to taggy:

• cwystal: hahaha.. thanks alot.. i love you too! though they have graduated but i am still forturnate to have you by my side! lurves~ let's going hiking sometime together too! maybe you could join us for gym on tues! =))


• Kar: hehehex.. i will! =)


• dee: lol.. you should have seen enen in the real thing.. wee wo wee! =P


• mel: what what what! -smacks =P

more photos to come when i get them from vonn! till then~