ok.. shall update what i have been doing since 18th nov...

18th nov..
went botanic for fieldtrip, was sick since the morning i reached there but i guessed it got worse under the bright hot sun.. went far east to eat with my class mates.. ate ramen teh.. quite nice, first time tryin it.. went home first coz couldnt take the flu anymore.. took medi, nap.. woke up, temp 37.8..

19th nov..
suppose to go zoo for project work.. but was still alittle sick.. stayed home till xinyi and weiqi came right up to my door.. so decided to go for pool game with them at JE.. only to realise when reaching there, coach was joining us too.. but he left early and paid for our games..

20th-25th nov..
school as usual.. nothing much.. same old stuffs.. still as stress and still in nightmare...

26th nov..
went for my K2 graduation at NTUC HQ near lao pa sa... they were so cute in their graduation suit and they performance costumes.. then went to eat with karryn at lao pa sa.. after that went home..

27th nov..
went zoo in the morning with yi shi and daryl for the project photo taking.. it was fun.. it has been so long ago since i step in to the zoo.. so it is a whole new experience and it was fun exploring the zoo once again.. after that i rushed home earlier and accompanied dad and mum to malaysia for their friend's wedding dinner.. lucky there is free transport to and fro.. if not i will die..

Conclusion..
haven been resting well for the last two weekend.. hope this coming one would be a little brk for me.. but it seems so hard as there are work to be completed.. oh man.. when is all this going to end? soon soon!! *cross fingers* i will be able to surivive through it... shall post up the zoo photos soon once i got it from daryl.. yup yup..

a post for me to emo..

school work load is adding up.. many things happening around me now... feeling the pressure of stress is unbearable anymore.. a feeling of just breaking down and cry all i want to just let off the stress.. being overly sensitive towards other's actions and words which i hated myself for being that.. as a pisces i belongs to the sensitive group and now adding on with the stress, it is worse... easily trigger by little things to be in a really foul mood... starting to say really harsh things and hurting people around me without knowing.. so for this period of time and maybe the coming period, i want to apologise to everyone that i have unknowingly hurt... hope all this will end really really soon..

to my friends, i always have a problem with friendship, i dunno why... as i am the ever sensitive one, sometimes i just think too much on my own thus affecting the friendships i ever owned.. jus wanna let all know.. i cherished the moments spent with all.. the laughters, sadness and whatever we've gone through... be it my old school friends, volleyball mates, milkies, classmates... sometimes, i would back away from all of you because i feel that it's time i needed some time alone to do some self reflection.. but unknowningly, when i come out of the shell, i seem to be drifting away further and further...

sara, i dunno whether u would come to my blog not but just wanted to say sorry for being overly sensitive.. hope you dun mind becoz i just wanted to clear it up and not let problems snowballed into something that cannot be solved.. take good care of yourself.. hope you will be able to get well real soon...

a post just to emo...

hmm.. what is love really?? seeing people around me makes me wonder.. some can be as sweet as honey.. but some can make till the outsiders turning angry.. there are some things that people should never say to another especially in a relationship.. where is the trust, the love and the compromise when things turn ugly? seriously i don't understand or i am just too stupid to get it.. but is there really a definition when it comes to love? is love really blind as what we always say? or just the person in it refusing to face the facts? no one really knows.. however, if you doesnt treasure yourself, who would ever treasure you? live for yourself before you start thinking about living for others.
it's time for moving on.. holding it on any longer wouldnt change the facts.. giving up doesnt mean having no determination.. but it is just the answers that is being denied all the time have began to surface.. facing up reality is hard but one will be brave after taking the first step out.. giving up doesnt mean the end of the world.. it is just the beginning of a new chapter.. =)

hmm.. long long no blog ehs? quite lazy actualli... polympics official started ytd and i took part in it... so far full victory for my team.. but this thurs would be critical.. jiayou ba team !!

attachment official starts today.. nothing to blog about coz it is the same usual thingy... except that from now on i get to see my yandao boy boy every wednesday! wahahahha~ so happy! =P
and dear karryn.. thanks for the exercise today huh? u know i know.. dun need say! =p