Wao! I just love to blog on double digits day. =]

Visited Zoo on the 28th last month & here is the long awaited pictures to share:

Last but not least to end off everything here,

A picture of mr.Nic & me! =]

Baby, so much things have happened these month & i'm glad that through all these things we have come to understand each other more. This certainly have make our bonds stronger. I hope you feel the same way too. Thankyou for being there all this while, assuring me about us & not giving up. I love you baby. I'm glad that i got you by my side. =]

Hand Foot Mouth in my K1 class have gotten worse.
8 confirmed cases and more to come.
Been working everyday since tues.
Tired.

Sinus is affecting me.
These past two days whenever i bend down my head,
the pain from my nose veins shot up to my head.
& this causes headache.

I guess i have been so busy this week that i havent been resting well.
-Funeral & job interview on monday.
-Working at childcare on full shift on tues, 730am to 530pm
-Work in the morning den went town in search for footwear for the upcoming new job on wed.
-Work in the morning too on thurs, night time was to changi airport to send dearest yishi off to perth. Flight time was 1230am & only got home at 1.45am. Thankyou yetwei for sending me home.
-Supposed to work full shift today but change to only morning. Coz 29 children, only 11 children turned up for school. Night time was going to the bank and settle the study assist loan for my degree payment.

This week is definitely a hectic week for me. Been ard all those viruses existing in the childcare made me feeling not right either. If the numbers of HFMD continues to increase, there will be a volunteering closure soon. Hope that doesnt happen & may all my precious children who are suffering now get well soon! Teacher yahmei misses all of you! =] Hugs & kisses.

There is more to come on Sat & Sun. =]

The Funeral officially came to an end.
Emotions were overwhelming.
Cried real hard the night before.
Felt real sad & deeply missed my great uncle.
He will be remembered forever in our hearts.
The one who took such great care of us.

Went for a job interview last night with stan & mr.Nic.
Got in to the job real easy becoz they are really really in need of people.
Reasonable pay as well i think.
For a F&B job.
=]
Starting work next week.
I'm kinda excited becoz the environment seems nice.
Even the outlet manage was so funny throughout the interview.
It definitely attract me to look forward for it to start.
Hope i get to work with mr.Nic on the first week of job.
It will be so cool!
=]

I know i'm holding 2 jobs now.
But no worries ya.
The childcare will end when i start school(Hopefully).
and i will only work weekend then.
=]

Thankyou dear for being there this whole time. Though you cant really do much to help i know you felt bad. But no worries, i will just get tougher and tougher to overcome all of them. No worries k? I love you! =]

And all the darlings who shown me support these few days. no worries. i will try my best to cope becoz right now this is the only thing i could do to repay. i will just bite through my teeth and survive it through. so pardon me if i couldnt appear more often whenever you all call me. This is going to be the same for my mr.Nic. but i know you people would be very understanding right? heh. thats why i love all of you. although not the same way as towards mr.Nic. =X

Great uncle has passed on.
Funeral visits & other gatherings & things to do kept me busy.
Funeral will only ends on Monday & after that is job interview.

I do not feel good.
I'm having downs in my life.
I just feel like crying.
Or maybe i am already.
I made everyone around me unhappy.
I'm a burden.

Maybe it will be better not having me ard.
DAM.

Yes i got in to SIM.
Yes i got in to Psychology.

The trouble i'm going to put on my family for the next few years.
Dam.
I feel so useless.
Why am i so stupid that i couldnt get in to the local Uni.
Why didnt i work harder to fight for the local Uni.
Why am i not earning big bucks to pay for my own course.

Dam.
Why is everybody thinking that piece for paper is so important.
Since it's a need nowadays then why are they charging such a crazy amount?

Money is the solution of all problems because it is the one who create all those problems.

If you all read this, i do not want consoles.
I need constructive advices on whether to accept the course anot.
I'm battling within myself now.
The least i need is someone telling me to or not to feel something.
Yup.
Sorry if i sound rude, cause i'm really stress-up right here.