read your blog entry.. got this super strong feelings that you are toking about me.. get to know ur thoughts and feelings... but just wanna clear this misunderstanding when u read that post that not a single words in that thursday entry i am referring to you.. coz i know we have a talk on it already previously.. nv in my mind that come across to me i'm writing about you.. but if you thinks i am.. i have nothing but sorry to say.. and your entry hit me real hard.. and so i guessed only the true friends will say the most truthful and hurtful things...

guess when i am hiding myself i create misunderstandings...and all that many factors added to it.. the school work, the club activities, the feedbacks i got, the less seeing of my family, the days that i hvaen get a good night slp.. all this are just slowly and slowly sending me back to a person i not know of.. really needed the holiday to come soon.. already on the verge of breaking down...

when one feels the people around dun really understand, the workload never gets less, the sense of tiredness emotionally and physically becomes overpowering and difficult to fight over it.....