a post for me to emo..

school work load is adding up.. many things happening around me now... feeling the pressure of stress is unbearable anymore.. a feeling of just breaking down and cry all i want to just let off the stress.. being overly sensitive towards other's actions and words which i hated myself for being that.. as a pisces i belongs to the sensitive group and now adding on with the stress, it is worse... easily trigger by little things to be in a really foul mood... starting to say really harsh things and hurting people around me without knowing.. so for this period of time and maybe the coming period, i want to apologise to everyone that i have unknowingly hurt... hope all this will end really really soon..

to my friends, i always have a problem with friendship, i dunno why... as i am the ever sensitive one, sometimes i just think too much on my own thus affecting the friendships i ever owned.. jus wanna let all know.. i cherished the moments spent with all.. the laughters, sadness and whatever we've gone through... be it my old school friends, volleyball mates, milkies, classmates... sometimes, i would back away from all of you because i feel that it's time i needed some time alone to do some self reflection.. but unknowningly, when i come out of the shell, i seem to be drifting away further and further...

sara, i dunno whether u would come to my blog not but just wanted to say sorry for being overly sensitive.. hope you dun mind becoz i just wanted to clear it up and not let problems snowballed into something that cannot be solved.. take good care of yourself.. hope you will be able to get well real soon...

a post just to emo...