an eventful day i can say.. woke up in the morning at 830am.. showered, ate "tang yuan" and went off to training at BLSS... started raining twice in the middle of the training but luckily it stopped quite fast each time and we get to continue the game.. then after that went lunch with coach and mates at 1pm... decided to head down to JJC at 2pm for another round of vb training with the A girls.. again, drizzle and stop, drizzle and stop... ended the whole session at 6pm.. went to dinner again with coach and mates.. then off to pool session at 7pm all the way to 11pm.. cabbed home..

thanks for all the xmas pressie i have recieved so far..
chinnyi: nightmare be4 xmas globe puzzle
sara & siew chin: xmas cards with meaningful greetings
yaya: self-made chirstmas card & self-deco glasses
karryn: xmas card & surprise gift
more exhanging pressie with the milkies to come....

Wish Everyone Merry Christmas!!





maybe once again i am making myself not ME anymore.. where is all the laughters, happiness and contented feelings gone too? maybe i'm really lost for now.. or am i too greedy.. i dunno why.. just keep losing the battle against myself.. i wan ME back.. i really do.. is this what we call a tough moment in life? i'm not sure.. i hated myself and a wish to change.. the harder i tried, the worse i fall.. inflicting wounds on myself.. how much more can i take it? i have no idea.. i need time to heal but time waits for no man.. so i gotta push and kept pushing.. life is about overcoming the human limit.. maybe one day.. just one day.. all this might end.. and i look foreward.. the day that everything ends..