well well well.. am still awake at this timing.. 5 am.. crazy aint i?? guess so.. but nope.. dint waste my time.. was writing and compiling my notes before that to prepare for the coming papers... this semester sucks seriously.. all the 3 papers are based on theories.. and u know how much i hate that.. am a hands on person/learner.. not a memoriser.. all these medical terms of autism, dyslexia, cerebral palsy, Muscular Dystrophy, Osteogenesis Imperfecta is killing me with it's characteristics and treatments.... man.. it's easy to get hungry in the middle of the night and i hate that.. oh well.. this is exams season.. always a time vulnerable to gaining weight..

may all my hardwork pays off.. all the best to all my friends in the exams! especially those graduating.. =))



sometimes i wonder, i keep thinking.. it seems like i'm over it but guessed i'm not.. sometimes could just go blank at the moment and wonder what if the ending wasnt this way.. i may have been living in happiness right now.. but nope.. sometimes things doesnt go the way you hope it to be especially heart matters... it's hard to forget something you held on for years but thanks for giving me such memories to be remembered.. and i guessed it's hard to go back to the past.. but humans got to move on.. if this is the price to pay.. i guessed i couldnt do much.. but i would never regret for i enjoyed that period of moments spent together..