i sat down in front of my computer.
tons of thoughts going through my mind.
word by word i wished to pen it down.
but consequences is often cruel to the reality.
for every actions there's a price to pay.
vulnerable.
to the world out there.
not being taken in.
not being treated fairly.
i wonder how long more i can survive in that harsh conditions.
do i have what it takes to be there.
maybe.
someday i will vanish.
consumed by vultures of the harsh reality.
i feel so tired.
really.
....
a person who truely understand me.
will go underneath to discover the truth.
one that caused so much feelings.
goes away?
break away?
let the tears washed everything away.
for now.