this isnt the original post i have typed.. deleted the original one away.. let's just say it have been a rough week.. crying for a full one hour that day infront of the com.. thanks for listening my nonsenses that night.. u know who u are.. and trying to cheer me up.. with jokes.. and wanting to form ur team down to NP and play.. lolx.. things seems to be like going round and round.. let's jus said that all effort have gone down the drain.. guess this is a bad karma of NPVB huh? hahahaha... some people are born as leaders.. while others are followers.. but what happen when the followers are forced to lead.. and the leaders are followin? a mess aint it? lolx... am going crazy i guess.. think only my les partner feels what i feel that night... ahhhhh.. dunno wad i'm typing anymore.. that's it....