Learn; Treasure & Love...

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

life been kinda boring as it revolves around the work, VB, sleep and eat.. the cycle just goes on and on like this.. work are getting more heavier and teachers are beginning to relay on me more since now i am much more familiar with the work.. and because of that i felt more tired.. i dunno why but jus couldnt life my spirits up.. am feeling kinda emo right now and i dun even know why.. maybe becoz i am too tired.. but i just couldnt get to slp.. i wonder when was the last time i slept through the night peacefully without waking up 3 or 4 times in between or having a peaceful sleep without any dreams at all.. it jus kinda sucks you know..

Tick Tock Tick Tock

Every sec is precious.

But how often do one realise the value of that sec?

That 1 sec which makes a difference.

"Life is short"

A phrase that is said by many,

over and over again.

"Life is fragile"

A phrase often used when someone with a person who is leaving forever,

over and over again.

But have one stop and think?

That one could actually make a difference?

What is the point of keep saying these phrases over and over again

Without learning the true meaning of treasuring?

Spending every sec one could to be with the one you love,

is not the ultimate way or the only way.

A once in a while greeting would send warm to another's heart.

But how often does one willing to take just 1 sec to send the warm across?

One might be living in this sec and gone the next.

Never assumed that one has a lot of time in the world.

Life is unpredictable,

taking life for granted is the most unforgivable thing one could do.

Because there are some who deserve to live longer are not given the chance.

just a post to emo about.. few days ago.. my Nursery kid, YX was diagnosed that there is a big hole in her heart after a checkup her parents brought her to... i was shocked to hear that becoz she is the sweetest girl a teacher could ever ask for.. she was not the most obedient but she often put a smile on my face.. her mom came in to the centre and upon releasing the news to teacher devi, she broke down... sobbing real hard.. asking why would this happen to a 4 years old who still have such a long way to go? and she was the only child.. i'm just glad that i'm not there that moment.. because i would shed tears too..

if there is people who take their life for granted and threatened to kill themselves just because their boyfriend or girlfriend wants to break up with them are the one who dont even deserve the opportunity to be born in to the world.. say i'm mean but that's how i felt.. especially those who play with news of suicide and drag innocents like friends around them are the worse bunch of humans living on earth.. the certainly deserve the title of the world most childish people...

looking at YX now often breaks my heart.. as she is so tiny and skinny.. how is she going to handle all the hardship that is going to be for the rest of the life?

i know i'm mean.. but please.. give life to those who deserve to live longer than they should be...

10:14 PM
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