was supposed to work from 12pm to 5pm.. but apparently the timing change once again so i reported at 930am and only ending work at 630pm.. but it was a happy day... i have lotsa fun toking with eye candy online.. lol.. it was really funny because everytime we see each other in school we are still like oh so shy and yet we could still tok to each other so freely online.. and maybe all thanks to the people around us ehs to make us so shy.. lolx.. hehehex.. happy =)

asked about my pay and principal said she will help me to call up the HR department and ask.. maybe i will get two months pay at one go next month.. but i hope it will come earlier..


anyway.. here's a song i would like to dedicate to a good friend who i believed i have already lost him.. yup.. it was a treasured friendship and it was really sad having to see it end up this way...

Rascal Flatts - What Hurts the Most Lyrics
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do