i'm giving up..
not because i din tried..
i tired..
it can never be a one sided thing..
i feel so awkward..
i guess you would never imagine the emotions..
i'm going through right now..
...
people just assume don't they..
that's life i guess..

so much things have been happening around me lately..
havent been crying for quite sometime..
but lately it seems..
the tears would just flow on its own..
i wonder is it becoz of the monsoon period..
as the sky couldnt stop crying..
or is it me..
so much emotions..
yet so little understand..
let all be unspoken..
let all the tears flow..
for after that..
i'll be able to put on a smile once again..
=]