I'm MAD.. Burning Mad.. or should i say.. PISSED OFF!

a friendship once so dear..
drifts appeared when lies are told, truths are hidden..
all because of a guy who don't worth it..
felt betrayed..
but forgive and forget..
took initiative..
but wasn't appreciated..

a bbq, the start of everything..
your true face starts to show..
putting the blame on everybody else except you..
a gurlfwen who truely misses you..
wasn't taken serious and you even doubt about it..
now i wonder..
who is the one who forsaken one first?
who is the one who fell for one's eye candy and hid the truth?
who is the one who begin the friendship through lies?
who was the one who always panick when heard about your childish suicide acts?
calls to make sure you are alive and kicking?
none of this matters?
that's because you only care about yourself..
you can only see you in your eyes..

if you think that she did not stand by you, worry for you?
i would have to ask..
where were you when she needed a listening ear?
where were you when she needed someone to lend her a shoulder to cry on?
where were you when she accidentally got hurt in camps?
if you want to compare that she did not know of your attachment..
let me ask you again..
do you know of her camps date?
do you know of when is her attachment period?
do you know when is she conducting her final year project?
do you care to send her a 'take care' or becareful' message when she is going away for camps?

if every friendship is about measuring..
i think you are ignorant..
it's the true feelings that counts..
that's why you don't deserve the milkies..
not because she took us all..
being popular doesnt mean you own true friends..
get it in alrights?
that's why i said you are as ignorant as ever..

get a life and i really mean it..
stop making others' life miserable..
grow up..
stop thinking the world only exist because of you..
find out the true meaning of 'friendship'..
and maybe someday, you will deserve one..
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to my dear fondensed milk, to the world, you may be just one person, but to one person, you may mean the world. remember this sentence? all i could say is you do matters to US.. =]