Life has been such a bitch nowadays. Seriously speaking? I feel that i am shutting out activities, gatherings, friends or even my own boyfriend out. Why is this so? No idea. Just an urgency of need to be alone, away from everything and anything. Not sociable i guess. And price have been paid. Repeatedly rejecting my uni friends for outings have definitely strain our friendship. Comments of me being anti-social have been voiced. I felt bad too. But i guess they wouldnt understand cause we aint sharing much of our personal lives either. I know my milkies do understand. =] shed a couple of tears when i met up with them the other day. They knew and understand what i'm going through in a way. There was a great release of emotions kept inside me. I look forward to the day i graduate really. One might not believe, i actually hope to start work soon. Seriously.

One doesnt need alot of friends, just kept a few that are close to your heart. I always believe that. =] Lesbian partner, we need to meet too. Gossips is needed as fuel. Haha.

i'm tired. very tired. extremely tired.

i need positive psychology before depression eats me up. dont be mistaken, i havent got depression. just an metaphor. =]

Friends, how many do one really need?